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  • 3 Reasons Why Sewing Increases your Self Esteem

    3 Reasons Why Sewing Increases your Self Esteem

    I’m a firm believer in self care.

    Whether it’d be meditation, taking care of your health, spending time with friends, or even simple pampering. Sewing, though, is on another level and I can’t recommend it enough for strengthening those self care muscles. To me, sewing increases self esteem.

    Sewing Improves your Self Esteem. Learn my top 3 reasons why. | Vintage on Tap

    In this post, I’ll be outlining how sewing has helped me when I’m feeling blue, and helped me through those tough times.

    Of course, if needed please consult your medical professionals. This post discusses the small daily things that might have given me a positive boost and might be helpful for you!

    Sewing Improves your Self Esteem- blog post for my top 3 reasons why! | Vintage on Tap

    It’s extremely easy to fall into a negative self esteem rut.

    Whether it’s by feeling out of place in your own skin, life is just a pain in the butt, or even just the simple feeling of… blah. (Seriously, even just “blah.”)

    In 2017 I went on a snowball journey of depression, and then the compounding effects of…

    1. Negative self image when trying on clothes at the store (and feeling out of place in my own body)
    2. Finding the same fitting problems over and over again (again, feeling like crap about myself at any opportunity)
    3. Having the feeling that I couldn’t control my self image

    Eventually I found my way back to sewing, reminding myself of what I loved about it- and what it brought into my life that filled my heart with joy. I knew that by going back to it and with time, sewing would increase my self esteem.

    Sewing Improves Self Esteem by allowing you to view your measurements in an objective way | Vintage on Tap

    The first reason sewing increases self esteem is by allowing you to observe your measurements in an actionable way.

    When you’re feeling down, observing your body and measurements is hard. But as I’ve spoken about in a previous vlog, your measurements are points of information- and information is power. (Click to Watch: Weight-loss and Sewing Self Esteem)

    By knowing your measurements and writing them down, you’re able to positively focus your attention on the action of pattern drafting.

    When you take physical action on them- whether its learning how to mold a piece of fabric or picking out the right amount of fabric to buy- you’re able to emotionally “remove” yourself from the closeness of The Numbers.

    The numbers can be terrifying- and in 2017, they grew like crazy. But, learning new skills through sewing made those numbers a little less scary- a little less upsetting. I felt like I could harness them into something beautiful through sewing.

    Sewing a Pinup Bathing Suit, McCalls 7168 | @vintageontap

    The most perfect example, was when I sewed a two piece bathing suit for the first time, shame about my measurements: be damned! (Click to Watch: Sewing a Bathing Suit video tutorial)

    The second reason sewing increases self esteem is that it focuses your attention when the going gets tough.

    Sewing gives you a goal to work towards as a distraction when life may be chaotic, focusing on bringing together both creativity and engineering. Cutting fabric, sculpting a dart, hand sewing a hem- all of those skills require intense focus and attention, and can sometimes be a welcome relief to life.

    An example of this was when I made a linen version of a shirt dress, totally off season, but because I emotionally needed to.

    The fabric for this dress sat on my sewing table for months. Literally- months. But when I knew I was feeling helpless, without focus, listless, BLAH– I picked up the fabric, and got to work. Five minutes, ten minutes, thirty minutes a day until it was done.

    Sewing that dress gave me something to commit to daily, until I got back into a regular routine and back into the flow of living.

    Making something for yourself instills pride | Vintage on Tap

    The third reason I believe sewing increases self esteem, is that when you complete a garment, it instills pride.

    Whether or not the project turns out perfectly, investing time and energy into something you make yourself gives you a sense of pride… because You Made It.

    How to sew vintage, tutorials and tips for handmade clothing | Vintage on Tap

    Being able to go through the beginning, middle, and end of a project gives you the Very Real Feeling of… Look how far I’ve come.

    It’s an extremely powerful experience to be able to see that you’re making progress, on something, ANYTHING, when you’re not feeling your best.

    While we’re not all powerful, and can’t control our entire lives, creative projects we spend our time on is something we can hold close to our heart. Being able to run your hand over all the handmade garments in your closet, hung up in a row, gives the sense that there is progression and movement.

    This applies even when a project doesn’t work out.

    Butterick B5814, Cocktail Dress, sunny day on the rooftop of the Fairmont in San Francisco | @vintageontap

    A perfect example of this was a cocktail dress I made years ago, which brought me nothing but blood, sweat, and tears! (Click to Watch: Cocktail Dress tutorial video) I worked on it for days, and sat behind my sewing machine crying more than once. In the end, even though it didn’t work out, I still felt pride that I had FINISHED.

    That finish line was everything.

    Sewing increased my self esteem through the journey- because the feeling of completion made me feel like my time, effort, and energy was worth it. And I learned so much- nothing was lost.

    Sewing Improves Self Esteem | Vintage on Tap

    Finding little “hacks” to positively look at yourself, even if you’re initially faking it, goes a long way in improving your happiness.

    Of course, if you’re in the need of help from friends, family, spiritual leaders, or from the medical establishment, definitely do that as well. But for those little Pick-Me-Ups, sewing has helped me immensely.

    Sewing Can Improve your Self Esteem, create projects you love | Vintage on Tap

    Please let me know in the comments how sewing has improved your self esteem.

    You can also tag me on Instagram, @vintageontap with photos of the garments you’ve made that really boosted your self esteem and let me know what about them really helped. I’ll be sharing some of your responses on my Instagram Stories.

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  • Vlog: Weight and Sewing Self Esteem

    Vlog: Weight and Sewing Self Esteem

    At this point, I’ve hit on weight and sewing self esteem three times already.

    This time, I figured it was time for an intimate conversation about my feelings in video. (My previous posts about this topic can be found here)

    Talking about weight loss and weight gain in relation to your hobby and craft is really something that can be dissected into a million different pieces.

    Where to start?

    What to cover?

    How deep to dive in?

    How am *I* even handling it?

    The topic is huge and there have been a million books written about weight loss (and gain.) Likewise, there are a million books written about self esteem and self worth. Bringing the two together into a positive learning opportunity, though?

    For the purposes of this sewing blog post, I define Sewing Self Esteem as how you view the clothes you make through your craft and love of sewing– how you perceive the fit, how you perceive how they are worn through your lifestyle. 

    Vintage Simplicity 1460 peplum blouse, sipping away at a cocktail and enjoying a day off | @vintageontap

    The only person I can speak for is myself.

    As I say in a disclaimer in the video, I’m only comfortable to speak for myself about this topic. I only speak from my experiences and from how I perceive my weight loss and how that’s hitting me in relation to my craft. Of course, I want to be mindful not to offend anyone or say anything that is perceived as nasty or out of line– but I can only speak for my journey and the path.

    My Weight Sewing Self Esteem took a hit when nothing in my closet fit.

    Essentially it came down to this:

    I spent hours and hours on a piece- time, effort, money. But, its either too big or too small. And not just by a little bit. But a lot.

    Sitting at the Legion of Honor in San Francisco, Colette Rue Dress | @vintageontap

    Even though I felt fantastic about myself as a person- confident in my body, I felt very physically ill.

    And this is really the kicker.

    Loving myself and my body didn’t make the physical health feel any better. I couldn’t sleep, was always tired, and had (still do!) high blood pressure. But the weight I had gained didn’t stop me from wanting to explore my sewing craft- to perfect my skills as a seamstress- and to keep working on what I loved.

    Ultimately, I refused to let myself take a Sewing Self Esteem hit.

    Every time we sew, we have an opportunity to learn, to grow, to explore sewing. As our weight fluctuates (and it probably will)– rather than feeling sad about the change, its a moment to reflect on how amazing our bodies are and how awesome it is that we get to dress them up however we want.

    My takeaway from my experience is… fabric comes and goes. Understanding that and understanding that our weight on the scale and size on the measuring tape do not define who we are- let alone who we are as seamstresses and dressmakers is VITAL.

    Never let your weight stop you from sewing. Even if in 6 months your measurements change, that change won’t take away the practice, time, care, and skills you learned from the experience of making. And as seamstresses, we get to savor that like no one else does.

    Sewing for the Retro Tiki Collab, Butterick B6354 | @vintageontap

    Are you experiencing weight fluctuations? Has that stopped you from sewing? Why?


     
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